Life

It’s new year ,

And feels like a new life with the different world.

Been married again , with my ex boyfriend . Md Shahrizal Bin Uni.

Which is now, become my husband.

And now i’m expecting. 

There’s so much changes lately. And i just try hard and trying so bad

To swallow everything in. 

I know each day , it’s getting hard to understand to my new life.

I’m not sure if i could actually stand to this too long.

But i hope he will change for the sakes of this baby. 

Hurts that i felt still remains, i wish i could fade it away from me

But instead its still hunting me like a ghost.

I still cry it out through my every night sleep and which i called it as 

A nightmares!

How i wish he could read my mind. And how i wish i could read his mind too.

I realize that ,i got it wrong in few steps which i assume wrong way and path.

But im sure and believe Allah is always there for me. 

And i know i’m still strong to get through it.

Sad. Its always with me. Haven’t got that hapiness that i’ve always wanted and dream of.

I wish one day. 

Just be strong Malai💪🏻

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