Life
It’s new year , And feels like a new life with the different world. Been married again , with my ex boyfriend . Md Shahrizal Bin Uni. Which is now, become my husband. And now i’m expecting. There’s so much changes lately. And i just try hard and trying so bad To swallow everything in. I know each day , it’s getting hard to understand to my new life. I’m not sure if i could actually stand to this too long. But i hope he will change for the sakes of this baby. Hurts that i felt still remains, i wish i could fade it away from me But instead its still hunting me like a ghost. I still cry it out through my every night sleep and which i called it as A nightmares! How i wish he could read my mind. And how i wish i could read his mind too. I realize that ,i got it wrong in few steps which i assume wrong way and path. But im sure and believe Allah is always there for me. And i know i’m still strong to get through it. Sad. Its always with me. Have